Monday, August 15, 2016

How have you been A.

How have you been, A.
Still in distress until today, you ignored me without explaining a word.

​​Upset, but never was I mad at you.
IDK. What happened in between? 

I'm just trying to move on from all of this. I cared for you A, I never called or bugged you during your work because of the not-so-strong-internet coverage, different working hours, but I endure because I know your nature of job.

You promised to see me as soon as you came back. I waited for you to come home. I trusted you & I realised now that was a mistake. But its too late now.

I feel like I've lost a friend. A friend I could tell anything about.
Who do I tell my sometimes-sucky-work to? or my beautiful morning breakfast?​

W​e shared a lot of things together. I still feel we could have been something. But I know its too late now.

I questioned myself each day A, why ​was it her that you chose?​
I hope one day you'll come to your senses and explain to me.

But in case not, you're not the person I thought you were.

Good luck in life, A.

I'll never forget you, thanks for being part of my life.

I missed you. everyday.
(remember you said the same thing to me?)​

​yours forever faithful.

the girl you really hurt.


Friday, July 29, 2016


1. What a great unplanned weekend I had. This post only came out today (a Friday) as I was really busy with this incoming rig that I caught myself a few times forgetting to go to the loo.
2. Idk how to describe how Saturday Midnight to Sunday Evening was, but it was one hell of a feeling.
3. One thing is for sure, this is not falling on the idea of love, but I think I'm in love.
4. But it left me with this curiosity on a girl named J, who called him twice straight. Could it be it? Another girl he is seeing at the moment? IDK.
6. But the signals he is giving.
7. Could this be one of those moments where He wants you to get hints ? Him. Showing His signs.
8. I wish I can explain this situation, let alone decide what I should do.

Till then.

Monday, June 13, 2016

Self-Help Articles / Posts

The thing about self-help articles is that, you can very much relate your situation with the people who comment and share their stories there.
Their experiences help us through click with ours. They speak a language only we understand because everyone is going through the same feelings, at different levels and situation.

Sometimes, their stories are even worse than ours, but it doesn't kill the fact that well, it hurts.


'And the worst of it all was that you weren't able to make him happy even though you did your best to make him feel special...' - Anonymous